Hey guys so I've wrote about something similar but i just really wanted write about this and something that's been on mind for a while. So first of HI! i know Ive been gone for a while i just didn't have the motivation/drive to write. I'm someone who normally does not let stuff to get to me but lately life and everything to do with it has felt like one big shit show right after another and i don't get it. It's like everything and everyone is just falling, and crumbling i have never had this feeling. It has a lot of factor stuff not happening relationships are starting to get shaky that normally are not, Of course i let my
mind get the best of me and just feeling super down and depressed. Lately people have just been picking and getting at every little thing i do or say no matter if i respond back its like nothing i do works. This is something that NO ONE should have to deal with and no matter what you do YOU! The most important person who will never let you down and always be there by your side when others wont. You start thinking "wow" all those times i was there for you when you needed to talk and get it out, but now that its your turn it doesn't matter they don't want to listen. You start re-evaluating who is truly your friend or family in your life that will stick through it all. Its sad to think about but even the closest of people may have to be let go to let new ones in who may even better your life and bring it that light you need. Theirs this quote by Rumi " It's your road, and yours alone. Others may walk it with you, but no one can walk it for you." This quote Say's so much they i interpret it is you are your best person others may help along the way but no one can be more there for YOU then YOU!... This is something that unfortunately is starting to become more and more true, it's something you may be prepared for and may come with some difficulty but know that what ever pain or depression your feeling in the end that's where the light will shine brightest from and get the strength and will you need to take your life where you want it to go. It's just so easy to let whatever pain you feel to consume you but you gotta be your best cheerleader and know it will past, Sometimes you just need to feel that sadness/depression to come to realize what you truly need and I never thought certain people i thought i could talk to were the very ones i dread most having to see or talk too. This is the point where you have to go on a personal journey and go within your self to take back your life where you have more happy, amazing, good feeling days! then the sad, depressed days that have you in your head! I love to go over a quote from harry potter... Yes LOL harry potter "Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times if one only remembers to turn on the light " -Albus Dumbledore This quote i constantly read to myself when everything just feels like its crashing down and it will all be okay because there is a light at the end where everything will just lift and it will all be clear to be YOU! Then you can go on the path to confidence, happiness and most of all YOU!
This is something I've been feeling for the past couple of weeks and I'm finally starting to open my eyes and letting myself just think it all through and i hope this can help someone who get's in their heads. Have an awesome day and be YOU!
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