Hey Guys! I know Ive been gone for a long time about 2 weeks i have not posted anything! I was kinda just down and could not think of a single solitary thing to write and i don't want to write just because i have too i wanna do it because i actually enjoy doing it. So along those lines lets jump right into today's topic of just a minuet "Don't be a afraid of change!" What this means to me is no matter what your doing don't feel like the need to have to stay in something. I totally get it when it comes down to something like financially or you have a family but even then no one should of do something because they have to but its a basic norm for us because everyone has bills and stuff they need to do and they find a job where its decent money but then you may get paid really but you could be totally unhappy! This could apply to a hobby you have and if your doing it because you feel like because everyone in your family or friends doing it you have too. I just think that's not right and should have a level of enjoyment out of it and even if its something that society would classify as not a norm for a gender who cares if your a girl and you wanna do stuff that people think only guys do DO IT! who cares if you are enjoying your self do it! or if your a guy and you like things that girls DO IT! I cannot stand when someone says you cant do that you have to do this only a specific gender does that! NO! Don't be afraid to change what your doing to something you really wanna do. Everyone should just accept everyone regardless of what it is no has that high of power where you can judge someone based on something you think is morally and ethically wrong. Sometimes you have those people who have their beliefs and are very set in those ways and does not given any wiggle room and i think its sad and i just wish everyone could accept everyone no matter what they like to do, or don't do as long as no ones offending something or someone. So where this hits home for me is i have a YouTube channel where Ive posted a few videos it started off fun where i loved editing and making an end slate just anything creative was something i really enjoyed and worked really hard! As weeks gone by i was starting to look at my channel and filming became a chore and i didn't really enjoy it i thought of cool ideas i did and filmed where i genuinely had fun filming but i was not super proud of it. So i have been watching a lot of YouTube videos i started to notice i really like gaming channels more then anything that's most of my subscriptions/ what i watch most on YouTube. So i started thinking and i have already created a channel for it I'm gonna make a switch to gaming videos and once i week i wanna do a channel or vlog something along the lines of that. I'm gonna private the current channel i have and maybe way down the road use that as a second channel for vlogs or extras. Ultimately it came down to where i just didn't have confidence in filming and did not like how i looked, i wasn't really nervous filming that felt comfortable but looking at footage i just was uncomfortable with how i looked which in return made me feel super self conscious and pretty depressed which no one in my life would ever know since i can hide it well. Now Ive decided I'm gonna do what i truly have a passion and interest for. I can't wait to get everything set up for this new channel its gonna take a while since i have to buy some stuff but it will all be worth it because it will make me happy to the point where i can actually have fun with a YouTube channel! I hope what you guys can take from this post is "Don't be a Afraid"! If you don't want to do something and you can afford to make the transition then let YOURSELF! be HAPPY! Which is so important to feel HAPPY and Proud of yourself and the decisions you've made no matter what anyone says! Don't let anyone judge you if your having fun with it then do you :) Don't be afraid to be YOU!
Have an amazing night/day and let YOU be YOU! :D
If you wanna know when i start my gaming adventure
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