Just a Minute! Don't be afraid of change!

Hey Guys! I know Ive been gone for a long time about 2 weeks i have not posted anything! I was kinda just down and could not think of a single solitary thing to write and i don't want to write just because i have too i wanna do it because i actually enjoy doing it. So along those lines lets jump right into today's topic of just a minuet "Don't be a afraid of change!" What this means to me is no matter what your doing don't feel like the need to have to stay in something. I totally get it when it comes down to something like financially or you have a family but even then no one should of do something because they have to but its a basic norm for us because everyone has bills and stuff they need to do and they find a job where its decent money but then you may get paid really but you could be totally unhappy! This could apply to a hobby you have and if your doing it because you feel like because everyone in your family or friends doing it you have too. I just think that's not right and should have a level of enjoyment out of it and even if its something that society would classify as not a norm for a gender who cares if your a girl and you wanna do stuff that people think only guys do DO IT! who cares if you are enjoying your self do it! or if your a guy and you like things that girls DO IT! I cannot stand when someone says you cant do that you have to do this only a specific gender does that! NO! Don't be afraid to change what your doing to something you really wanna do. Everyone should just accept everyone regardless of what it is no has that high of power where you can judge someone based on something you think is morally and ethically wrong. Sometimes you have those people who have their beliefs and are very set in those ways and does not given any wiggle room and i think its sad and i just wish everyone could accept everyone no matter what they like to do, or don't do as long as no ones offending something or someone. So where this hits home for me is i have a YouTube channel where Ive posted a few videos it started off fun where i loved editing and making an end slate just anything creative was something i really enjoyed and worked really hard! As weeks gone by i was starting to look at my channel and filming became a chore and i didn't really enjoy it i thought of cool ideas i did and filmed where i genuinely had fun filming but i was not super proud of it. So i have been watching a lot of YouTube videos i started to notice i really like gaming channels more then anything that's most of my subscriptions/ what i watch most on YouTube. So i started thinking and i have already created a channel for it I'm gonna make a switch to gaming videos and once i week i wanna do a channel or vlog something along the lines of that. I'm gonna private the current channel i have and maybe way down the road use that as a second channel for vlogs or extras. Ultimately it came down to where i just didn't have confidence in filming and did not like how i looked, i wasn't really nervous filming that felt comfortable but looking at footage i just was uncomfortable with how i looked which in return made me feel super self conscious and pretty depressed which no one in my life would ever know since i can hide it well. Now Ive decided I'm gonna do what i truly have a passion and interest for. I can't wait to get everything set up for this new channel its gonna take a while since i have to buy some stuff but it will all be worth it because it will make me happy to the point where i can actually have fun with a YouTube channel! I hope what you guys can take from this post is "Don't be a Afraid"! If you don't want to do something and you can afford to make the transition then let YOURSELF! be HAPPY! Which is so important to feel HAPPY and Proud of yourself and the decisions you've made no matter what anyone says! Don't let anyone judge you if your having fun with it then do you :) Don't be afraid to be YOU! 

Have an amazing night/day and let YOU be YOU! :D 

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Just a Minute 3! Pressure! AHHH!

Hey guys, so i haven't blogged in a really long time i just kinda wasn't in the mood and i would never wanna just write something because nothing is up. So today i wanted to talk about when you feel like you need to do something just for the sake of doing to get it over with it! This feeling is someone no one just have to feel and its kinda sad that being pressured by someone or something is what our society has put into our heads! For me I'm 22 about to be 23 in two months and i constantly I'm told i need to get a job i need to go full time and i need get a car etc... This is one thing that i feel is no ones business but your own i mean its your life and your the one who has to live it so why should have to fall into a norm, to touch on what i feel when someone more someones multiple people have told me this i need to get a job mind you i have a job okay its not the best job its  a bagger at a grocery store which Ive talked about in previous but any-who i don't plan one bit to stay working in a grocery store but for now its okay but like everyone says Anthony i have to get to real job this is the one that really makes my blood boil! I don't care if your bagger like me or corporate VIP in a huge fortune 500 company here's the thing their both jobs yes one way probably quadruple what the other does but who cares you have a job. A job isn't just having to work heavy manual labor which of course is a very hard job but that's not for everyone! I just want you guys to know no matter what don't let anymore pressure into doing a job or activity or etc... Just based on it being the norm, if your happy were you are no matter what STAY! and be happy by no ones I'm i say don't better yourself you should always want to and i liked to think most people will but that will come when their ready to LEAVE! I've been at my job for 2 1/2 years I've been yelled at, and degraded at by people who are my family or close friends just tearing my job to shreds! This makes a person feel worthless like you wont get better just because your not doing what they say! My pointer is YOU DO YOU! if you agree with what they then you go glen coco and you move ahead! Or if your not ready to move on and your waiting for or have plan then stick to this plan and follow through! Their is nothing more entertaining then proving to that person who nagged at you degradding your job and they see how much hard work/ your plan coming to a head and working out! On positive note i hope you guys are able to take from this that you do you! no matter what you have to stay true to you because in the end that's one of your biggest critique's  and one of the main voices that is gonna help get through those negative reactions and just let them roll of your back! Its your life and your road to walk on and you'll meet others along the way but solely its up to you how you want your LIFE walked! 

Have an awesome night and morning! 

- Anthony :D